Is death so scary?

What's death like? I want to know so badly. Where would we go after we die? Heaven? Recarnation? I've been curious about all this since a long time ago. Can't do anything to find the answer, cause i'm not dead yet. I can't possibly talk to ghosts too. Yes, i'm a catholic and obviously i believe that we'll go to heaven. However, i don't even know how it looks like. How will we look like when we die? Bigbigbig mystery, and no one found out about it yet.

Sorry, i haven't been updating for a long time because of the Social Studies mid year exam. It's finally over today.

Recently, there were many cases of Swine flu, which spreads all over the world. Bloody hell, why can't this world be peaceful, with no viruses at all? Many people was telling me that "I hope we go to the alert Red, so that we'll have no school!" Hahhh, that would mean that we'll have Mid Years during the June holidays and i'll never want that.

And today, Suharti's cousin got admitted to the hospital cause of an accident. Now, my grandfather just went in to the hospital, again. Gosh, i hate it lahhh. I hope that nothing will happen to both of them. How i wish humans can live for eternity. How good will that be? Priceless, i say.

I'm really very curious about all this. Can someone hurry up and invent a Eternity Life Pll? Or some other magical thing like No Viruses Pill? Urgh! Thoughts on all these are making me go crazy and fed up.

I don't know whats happening to the world also. I just know that, we all have one life. & Yes, one life, live it to the fullest. Don't come and tell me that you want to end your life because it is meaningless. There are many people out there who would want a life like yours. I really can't tolerate those people who tell me they hate life.

Life is something that everyone should be grateful for, no matter how bad it can be. Don't start the crap by saying it's meaningless to live on, or there's nothing to life. If you open your big and huge eye, you'll surely be able to find something good about life. Be it friends, family, wisdom, knowledge, adventures. There are so many things for you to be happy about, so whats with meaningless life?

I don't know why i'm talking about all this though, suddenly felt like talking about this. Curious, curious.

Quite confused with some other personal things also. :/ I'm probably not in a really good mood now, lol. I should end my post, before i talk more rubbish.

Song for today : Only Human.


1 Litre Of Tears MV -

MYE.

Isn't my brother cute? I love him lahhhh. :D Not going to post alot today, just felt like updating a little. Won't be updating any time soon, because i have Mid Year Exams coming. Urghsxz, i seriously dread this.

Anyway, Jiayou for MYE, everyone! To 3E1'09 people, don't be so stressed up please! You people mug like don't know what, stress me up like XXXXOO. (Learnt from Mr Tan.) (:

Grats to Chinese Dance on Gold for SYF! :DDD & Congrats to all those who went for SYF. :) Cheer up, drama club, it's not the end yet. Cheer up Nasri!

Below are some pictures of my family outing. :) It was like the most fun one, at Ben and Jerry. ;) I took loads of pictures, but i'm too lazy to update. Hahaha! Today's song will be Snowflake, by
嵐Arashi.

Goodluck for your MYE, everyone.

Super Random.

HELLOOOOO.
I feel very random today. :) Didn't update for a long time already. Hahaha.

On Wednesday, all cl people went for a show, Tian Leng Jiu Hui Lai. Shi Xin Huey acted in it. The show was okay lah, much better than Li Da Sha, which i fell asleep till the end of the show. -.- The 1st half of the show, was interesting but my butt hurts lah, sit too much already. x.x Then 2nd half, Rachael, Hannon and I went insane lah!We were like repeating whatever the actors said, having our own scene here. Laugh out loud. I think Shawn, Steven and Xiu Qi thought we were super noisy. Hahaha. Darren was busy listening to his mp3. :S Pity Amanda sat so far away lahhhhh.

Okay, then on Thursday, nothing really interesting happened. Slept the whole entire day. ;)

Friday, Bing Kuen's birthday! Wished him happy birthday. ;) It was speech day, so released at 10. Then Michelle came to my house after that. Look below for more details. :D

Michelle's phone, and mine. LOL, so random. Lesbie has the same phone as me! ;) Mine's pink, Michelle's white. Khoirul's going to get the blue one soon. Hahaha! I feel like dressing it up so badly. :s

Hoho, seeing this chocolate reminds me of Michelle. She came to my house yesterday, finished one box of chocolate, then went hyper and went around taking pictures of herself. Then she went to my fridge to look for more to eat. Found sweets, ate them, and got high again. She started calling random people, and asked them how many mole do they have. HAHAHAHAHA! I laughed like mad siaaa. Jordan's answer was the most classic one lah - "Whats your problem?!"

Today, it's the birthday of two very important person in my life. Hahaha! TBY and LWX. I'm not gonna name, them, doubt you'll know them anyway. They brought happiness, as well as sadness to my life. Many memories lah. Hahaha! Wanted to stay awake till 12 to wish them, but i fell asleep halfway, and woke up at 2. -____- They won't see this lah, but still,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

Nowadays, many people keep calling me pig. Goshhhhhh. I don't know whats going on either. I just know that, i don't look like this. :D

Michelle.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE KHOO LIH YAN!

ILOVEYOU BABYYYYYYYYYY. Hahahaha!

Hope you like your present. :) Muackssssssssssss.

xoxo.

Fall, until you stand again.

Arashi- Beautiful days. :)

Short post for today, i'm going to watch Table of Glory.

Actually, i don't even know what to post lahhh. I always have like tons of things to blabber about, but when i'm on this page, my mind's blank. Arghs. Volleyball was fun today, although we didn't do much and so little people came.

School was normal, except that i laughed exceptionally more than usual during lessons. Especially during SS. Damn it, it was two periods and i laughed non-stop for like 1 and a half period? Thanks to that damn Huijuan and Suzhen. I was laughing, then i looked at my right. I saw Juncong laughing to himself omg. LOL!!

Oh yes, this is the conversation that happened between Mr Tan and Junze when he was explaining things halfway.

Junze : Mr tan, ~~~~~~? (Question, but i don't remember what.)

Mr Tan : SHUT UP. You want to talk you write on a piece of fullscap paper then show it to me, then i'll answer you.

Whole class : LAUGHS.

A Step Ahead.

I wanted to post on somethings, but i'm currently being carried away by this show,

Hahaha. So nice lah.

I actually had many things to post about, but i suddenly forgot everything. :S
Anyway, Huijuan has opened her blog! :D But her post are all one line one. :(
I want new songs, anyone have songs to intro? Humairah owes me songs, and i keep forgetting to ask her to send me. Lol!
Listen to these songs, it's nice.

The first two is by Arashi, and the other one is by KAT-TUN. :) Enjoy! :D They're damn handsome okay.

I took some quiz on facebook just now, and the questions are damn funny lah. They just show one person, and ask you to guess if they're girls or guys. Damn, the guys really look like girls, sexy and chio one okay. I got a pathetic 60% for that quiz. LOL. At least i passed :P

It's Holy Saturday! Tomorrow's Easter Sunday. Hahaha, i used to celebrate this in my kindergarten school, where we hid Easter eggs. I miss those times lah. Now my school isn't a catholic or christian school, so they don't celebrate these stuffs.

I want to watch movies i want to watch movies i want to watch movies! But exams are like, 2 weeks away. -_- Which means i have to watch them on the internet. :( Siannnnn. These a the few movies i'm kind of interested in.

Although i don't really like him. Hahaha, the story line looks interesting.

I've always wanted to read this book.

Looks damn funny.

Okay, i'm going to stop here now cause my internet is currently freaking me out. Lags like nobody's business. -_- Feel like swearing and cursing at it mansxzxszx.

It's Good Friday!

It's Good Friday! Do you noticed how it always rains at around 3 o'clock on this day every year? I didn't noticed it until my father told me about it just now. It's so cool! Apparently, thats the time Jesus died on the cross for our sins. There was a huge thunderstorm after that. Hm, i'm going to see if it rains again next year! Cause it really did rain today. :O

I woke up today, and felt so tired lah. So lazy to get out of bed. :/ My mother practically dragged me out. She wanted to go shopping, lol! I was going to be her assistant and fashion consultant, as usual. She just picked out the clothes, then ask me if it's nice. If it suits her, she'll just dump it all at the cashier, and pay for it. Once she's done, i carry the bags. LOL. Just kidding lah, she carried it most of the time.

I like shopping with her though, because whenever there's something nice, she'll just pay for me. ;) Or when some shirt is nice, but doesn't suit her, she'll buy it for me. :D Hahahaha! I'm going out with Josette soon, i don't care. Arghs, there's like so many movies i want to watch now. But i can't, cause it's so weird to keep going out in the middle of the term. :/ It's so hard to resist temptation! :(

Oh yes, i got back my Chinese test result yesterday, and i was second in class! Hahahaha! I missed first by one pathetic mark. :( I'm gonna find it man, Rachael Chua. Hahaha. She's the first. @#&!#*! It's funny lah, feeling so happy when you're 2nd for one of the lowest class in Chinese. Shouldn't be feeling happy, but i don't know why i was so happy when i got the results. I kept disturbing Keng Huah too, hahaha! Chinese class is getting more and more fun! :D

I'm going to stop all my vulgarities! Someone stop me whenever i sprout one. Slap me, scold me, whatever. I just want to stop it. :/ I've become a good girl eh. :D I don't know why also, but i suddenly want to end all those crap i've been through. It's like, i have enough? I don't know, can't explain the feeling.

Okay, i think i've typed enough. :) Will update another time. Might be on 14th April, cause it's my darling Michelle's birthday! :D Can't wait to see her face when she sees the present. Hahahaha!

Sweet and sour.

Screw Physics test, screw Chem test. Gosh, Physics test was crap lah. Mrs Lin didn't come for Physic's perod today, so Mr Goh came in to relief, and gave us the test. So many people weren't here and he still wanted to conduct the test. Urghsxzxsxzxsxz. Melisa was pissed too, lol! She even exploded. :S

I'm having muscle ache's all over my body! I hate PT so much man. As much as everyone hates it, we still have to do it. Blegs. Mother tongue was quite fun today. Keng Huah was unexpectedly funny. Hahaha! The rest of the subject was just going on as usual, and i kept disturbing Suzhen. ;)

Oh yeah, I feel soooo bad. We actually volunteered to go and help out for the NAPFA, and in the end cause of tests the next day, all of us didn't go. :/ I feel so guilty lah, cause we volunteered. In the end, we all didn't go. :/

It was raining, so a group of us were like retards, standing there waiting for the rain to stop. That damn Koji took my bag and used it as an umbrella to sheild himself from the rain. The worst part was, he took my bag all the way opposite school. I didn't even expect him to go so far. LOL. Needless to say, i followed him together with Rachael to get my bag back.

Then we went to Westmall to slack with Michelle, Khaeruddin, Jayraj, Thinesh and Aravindh. They're damn funny lah! I kept disturbing Jayraj, saying he has no balls. Then they took my hairclip, and ran off. After awhile, Aravindh came back with my hairclip and said to me, "Exchange lah, be convinced that he has AT LEAST one ball, then i'll return you the clip." Hahahahhaa! And i admitted. ;)

After that, they went home, then i walked around for awhile with Rachael. Talked with her, the Vivian called her, asking her to go back to school. So i went home myself. ;)

Before i end,

Congratulations to Ming Wei Di for getting 2nd in class! ;) Jiayou! :D

Gone out of my head.

Did i mention how much i liked crystal? I saw this crystal rose at the airport at some shop, and it looked damn cool lah. I took a picture, but i don't think i can upload it now since i'm using the new computer. :/ Dare not touch anything yet before it's been formated and everything. Hahaha.

Slept so late yesterday! Now i feel so sleepy. Maybe after posting this i'll go to sleep. ;) Gahhhhhhhhhhhh, i'm so tired lah. -__- I wanted to study today okay, but didn't find any motivation to do so. Lol! I stayed at home until afternoon, where i went down to the coffee shop near my block for lunch with my brother.

We went to order our food, then i forgot to say "da bao", so we just decided to eat there lah. Ordered everything, then found a table to sit and eat. God damn it, then there was so many flies. Trust me, there were more than the mosquitoes we saw during Sec3 camp. I felt so irritated lah!! Can someone freaking DO SOMETHING ABOUT THE FLIES?!?!?!?! I can't even eat in peace, ohmytian. I didn't even finish my drink.

Then the weather was so freaking HOT. So I kinda got irritated lah, and started throwing tantrums. Hahaha. Seriously, why the hell is the weather so hot nowadays? Global warming? Can't be that bad also. -_- So i switched on the aircon and went to sleep. Barely slept for 5 minutes, my dad came in and off-ed the aircon. Gosh, you won't want to know how feddup I got. LOL!

But i dozed of for around 2 hours eventually. I was listening to the song "Dui De Ren" for the whole time. I really love the song! :D Here are the lyrics, guess the tune yourself. ;)

你问在我心中　

是否还苦恼那次受伤　

否决了爱的好谢谢你的关照

我一切都好一个人

不算困扰爱虽然很美妙

却不能为了寂寞　

又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待　

仔细寻找　

感觉很重要宁可空白了手　

等候一次　

真心的拥抱

我相信在(这个)世界上　

一定会遇到对的人出现(在眼角)

那次流过的泪　

让我学习到如何祝福　

如何转身　

不要在眼泪体会到　

与自己拥抱爱不是一种需要　

是一种对照能愿意为了一份爱　

付出去多少然后得到多少并不计较当我想清楚的时候　

我就算已经准备好放手去爱　

海阔天高喔... 耶...

Laughter is the best medicine. :)

Today was napha test! Wah, from the starting of the day, i was like sleeping in class lah. So tired. Then was messaging Stacie, and Mrs Lin caught me. :/ Luckily my phone didn't get confiscated though. There was a damn mother tongue test, so boring lah! -.- 2nd question anyhow do also.

After school, slacked at Suzhen's Macs with Stacie, Brian and Huhan. Suzhen and Hafidah went home to put down their stuffs, cause they have table tennis camp. Rofl, when's volleyball's? Anyway, joked about how Hafidah does things totally like a guy. Huhan imitated her, and was hilarious man! :D

Walked back to school for napha. Cheated in some stations, helped people do stuffs. The normal napha lah. (: Then passed up my form. That stupid Koji kept disturbing me! :o Went to watch table tennis awhile, then talked with Racheal. Went opposite to slack, waited for Shiva to finish his incident report.

After a long time, they finally appeared. Lol! We went to macs to slack again. This time was the one at westmall. There, was playing and taking lots of random shots of Thinesh, Aravindh, Jayraj, Khoirul and Khaeruddin. LOL! So fun. (: I only hate it whenh Aravindh played with ICE. Anyway, talked and played for damn long, then this lady asked us to get out of macs cause it's going to be peak-hour soon.

So we went to the playground nearby, and the guys played like crazy. So rough lah, all of them. I was playing with the see-saw, LOL! They kept playing with Shiva's football, whacking each other with it. See also scared sia -.- But i had so much fun there lah, laughed like mad. (: I was in a rather bad mood at first, but all this really cheered me up. ;)

Then we made our way to the mrt station. Rofl, Thinesh dropped Shiva's ball onto the tracks, and there was a train coming. We were all so shocked lah, then we waited till the train left. We looked for the ball on the tracks, and it was gone. :/ :/ :/ Thinesh looked so bad then, scared Shiva kill him? Lol! I don't think he will lah, so relax. :D

After that, trained home. ;) Nothing to post already. :D

Japan? :O

Arghhhhhhsxzsxzxsxzxsxz, i don't know whether to go Japan or not! It's like, there are supposed to be two trips with the school to Japan every year, one is for humanities trip, the other is a twinning programme. I'm more interested in the twinning programme though, but i heard that it was cancelled cause of this resection period. Whatever lahhhh, can't make up my mind. I'm afraid that i'll miss this one and then miss the twinning one too.

Anyway, school was normal today. Nothing interesting happened. Went school early, went cafe to eat with Khoirul, studied for A maths. Then when it was Amaths period, Ms Yeng didn't come! :D The whole class was screaming lah, Amath's test postponed! LOL, so happy luh. Then there was Suzhen, mad over the phone that i've lent her. She even went to take photos of Fahrenheit. ;) Oh yeah, there's mother tongue. So irritating, test after test. -.-

Yesterday's volleyball was normal, but i really enjoyed the part where we sprinted for 4 times. It was so fun lah, i kept disturbing Amalina. Hahaha! It was raining, so we had a pathetic bit of 1/3 of the ISH. Irritating mansxz. -.-

Went for SL meeting today. Tao Li's coming to our school on Monday! It's going to be so cool. ;) There was briefing of how we should welcome them, then we went to help out in those NAPFA stations. Was quite boring lah. After that, went to slack awhile in school, where someone told a group of us that many people said our class (2e5'08) were full of bitches and bastards.

What the heck mansxz, was so shock to hear this. But who cares lah. There was even more shocking one, where people said that some particular girl called me and Michelle bitch. C'mon lah, if you don't like us then don't act like you're our friends. Cause it's a torture for me and yourself too. ;)

Nothing much to blog about also, school's so boring and stressful this year. Urghs.