You won't die without a lover, you'll die without friends.

Trust me, you don't need a girlf or a boyf to live. & Don't tell me that you'll die without a girl/boy cause that's fucking bullshit.

Dang, was pissed at something yesterday. Like, mad pissed. Lmao.

Anywayyyyyy. I didn't update cause i wanted all of you to see Xander on my blog page HAHAHAH no lah i'm just kidding. I was busy, i think. o.o Went to batok library after school to study with Suzhen & Stacie :D

Haha, i went to re-watch ukiss vampire yesterday too. It feels so different when i re-watch it, maybe because i didn't focus on the members the first time i watched it. :P I still laugh at all the stupid jokes, it's seriously really funny! I fell in love with u-kiss from that show. :D

I thought that i could watch videos till late last night, then wake up later this morning & study the whole day. But wtf, after watching all the shows & finally feeling so sleepy, i went to bed. & guess what. I completely forgotten about the dentist appointment today. T___T Woke up so early omg, sleep ttm.

Met Josette there. ;D Then her dad treat me lunch @ some Jap restaurant. Mm, haven't had Jap food in a long time. Super nice. :D THANKS! :D :D She was showing me videos of Shinee & suju too. Lmaoooooo. (Oh yeah, dear sec4s. Do you realise that Leetuek looks like our rollarskating instructor? His name Ryan i think. Super alike omg!!)

After that, i went to Stacie's condo to study. The stupid swimming pool made us so tempted to jump in cause it was so hot & the water looked heavenly. T_T

After studying for a longlonglong time, we went up to her house to watch Kardashins, then went to Northpoint to eat dinner. SWENSONS! :D:D Wanted to use the voucher Fanghui & Yanling gave me. Thank you babys ;D

My baked rice ;D

Fish & Chips.

Our banana crumblee!!! :D:D 

Omg, i'm so full now haha.

Okay byeee. I'm gonna chill awhile & watch u-kiss shows again. I'm kinda mad over them now.

& WHO'S ON POLE TOMORROW HUH?!?? I CAN'T WAIT FOR HAMILTON TO WIN F1 HEHE ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEXANDER LEE EUSEBIO! ♥

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

XANDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

ILOVEYOU MAXXXX ♥

HOPE ALL YOUR WISHES COME THROUGH. ;) STAY FUNNY & CUTE ALRIGHT. :) 

I know you won't see this la but whatever. :D:D 

Bonus for me:

Um, click if you can't see it move.

FINALLY FOUND A FLYING KISS FROM XANDER HEHEHEHE ♥

#Happyxanderday & #awishforxander is trending like NOW omg. Damn happy for him. :) 

He makes me crazy everyday~~~~~~~~ 

& there are so many birthday tributes for him on youtube.

& his birthday is just one day after mine.

& omg.

i just love you xander ♥

This is damn sweet.

Not made by me though. 

I hope Xander sees the TT & all the videos. I bet he'll be damn touched. :) 

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY TALENTED BOY. We'll always be supporting you :D 

Becoming 16 is sweeter than i thought.

OMGG. I turned 16 when the clock striked 12 yesterday. :D

So i've been in this world for like 16 years already. Wow, time flies. From 28 July 2009 to 28 July 2010, i think i've gone through alot, & really changed alot. I think. Though i'm still that usual stupid playful girl. HAHA. But i think i've really grown older yeah~ The way i think for many different things is so much different. Ohmy, & i love myself even more. HAHAHAH.

So today, i woke up with 16 birthday SMSes. So cool rightsxz?! HAHA. I practically spammed thanks to everyone today. Did skating for PE today. I CAN REMEMBER HOW TO SKATE EVEN AFTER 2 YEARS?? HAHAA WOOO~ So happy. Can't wait for the next PE lesson. ;D

The rest of the day was cool, i feel so happy today. Hehe. Read & look @ pictures now! :)

 Heheh, my birthday cake. I celebrated my birthday with my family yesterday though, i don't know why also. Really have no idea why my mother bought the cake yesterday. Guess she was too excited for my birthday. :)

Opps. It's... overturned. LOL.

It's a present from Amirah junior! :) She's so sweet, she suddenly came up to me during assembly & said happy birthday. Thankyou cutie!!! :)

From Fanghui & Yanling! :) My laugh & my love. :)

I'm planning to use it on Saturday with Stacie. HAHA. THANK YOU BABES, I LOVE YOU :)

Card & USB Cable from Foong family. THANKYOUUUUU! :)

Laminated card from Huijuan. The note behind is sweeetttt! + I think the design is damn cool just that i look weird AHHA. (Do we only have this pic together!?!?!? If so i really have to cam-whore with you one day HAHAHAH) THANKS! :)

Card from Kenghuah! Totally didn't expect this. THANKYOUUUUUU! :) It's really simple & great. HAHAHAHAH. ;D You're a great friend too. Esp during chinese lessons. ;D 

A card from Jolene. There's a bracelet too, but it was too big so she went to change it & pass to me tomorrow. i feel so bad cus i didn't get anything for her birthday. :( Nvm, i'm gonna make it up to her during xmas. ;D The bracelet is really damn cool, there's my name on it too! & it's handmade. I'll take a picture of it once i get it. Omg, i love this girl so much. :) Thank you Jolene! :D

Got this longshirt from many people. I really love the box, it's so sweet! Thank you Huijuan, Janice, Bernice, Fanghui, Yanling, Angel, Xinman, Ernest & Bingkuen! Love you all :) 

Okay i don't know where to start. Josette or clique. Nvm i'll share on clique's present to me. Mad funny one. :D You don't have any sense of humour if you don't laugh after reading this tsk.

Rmb those times where i was dreaming bout getting Vangogh & me? & remember the time i accidently found out bout the present they wanted to give me so they changed? HAHAHA, i kept on wondering what are they going to get for me, since they don't want to buy the Jiro book cus i spoiled the fun.

Just yesterday, Mel wanted to bet with me that i wouldn't buy the Jiro book. SO IT'Z TOTALLY BIG HINTHINT TO ME HAHA. I was so happy yesterday i went jumping up & down hugging Wanqi hehehehe.

Then this morning, they gave me a small present T_T Nothing to do with Jiro book. I was like, "eh." But i knew that something was up la. My clique LOVES seeing me surprised so they wouldn't just let go so easily. LOL. They didn't allow me to open the present till i get home.

Guess what was inside the small present. Won't tell you now. KEEP YOU IN THE SUSPENSE LIKE HOW THEY KEPT ME. 

Then after school, Mel said she want to go mac to eat ice-cream. & Then i followed her down to buy the ice-cream. Before that, they were already behaving damn strangely so i bet something was up but i just couldn't figure out what. :(

Strangely enough, after i bought the icecream they seemed normal again LOL. I was like, "WTH IS WITH THEM!!!"

THEN IN THE MRT, Mel wanted to help me keep my windmill i was holding in my hand. 

"Why you hold this? So irritating!" -Mel.

I went, "Orh then you help me put in my bag lo."

Suddenly she didn't want to put or smth. 

So i turned around to open my bag. HAHAHAHAHHA I SAW THIS BLUE PRESENT STICKING OUT  IN BETWEEN MY FILE & MY FOOLSCAP. THEY STILL DOWAN TO ADMIT THEY BOUGHT THEY BOOK FOR ME, still say what stockings. LOLOL. 

I was laughing like mad & grinning like crazy hehehehehehehehhehehehe!!!!! :P :P :P 

Ok let you see what's in the small present.

A BUKIT VIEW NOTEBOOK WTF HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!! STILL WRAP UNTIL SO NICE LOL.

Omg, totally ROFL-ed at the present. :D A SMALL NOTEBOOK!! It still has melisa's smell HAHAHAHAHAHAH WTH.

Okaykay, time for the real present from clique. Omg, love them.

No, its not from the bookshop.

IT'Z FINALLY MINE!!!!!

JIRO LOOK! YOUR BOOK! HEHEHEHE :D

Thank you Wanqi, Huivoon, Stacie, Melisa, Michelle, Khaeruddin, Marshall, Jayraj, Suzhen, Huhan & Kieyan! :) :) :) Wootz, love them :)

Okay, last one is from Josette. Omg, love her. I think she spent alot on me :x Time & money. Ahhh, i love herrrrrrr.

The board she gave me. Wtf, damn nice can? Totally handmade. So sweet, i'm touched. :'( See dongho, Ohno, Sho, Aiba & Kazu? Omg!!! There's no space for Xander & Jiro though :( Nvm i'll change it soon :x & omg look at the picture above kazu. IT'S SUJU WTH!!!!!! LOL. 

She's serious in making me fall in love with Suju T_T

See even the plastic bag has suju T_T

There's still a shirt & kame's picture on the bag ;D:D

AHHHHHH, All these presents are loved. :D:D

Oh, & Ngee Ann Poly gave me a birthday present too - AN INTERVIEW FOR TOURISM & RESORT MANAGEMENT!!!! I'm so happy! :) :)

Really enjoyed today, my 16th birthday is much much much much x100 times sweeter than i thought. Tomorrow's Xander's birthday, hehe. ;)

A BIG THANKS TO EVERYONE FOR THE WISHES AND THE PRESENTS! I'M SO TOUCHED, I LOVE YOU ALL! 

Um.

Help.?

I'm in love.

I'm even more excited for his birthday than mine.

Truth is,

I don't even feel that i'm 16 tomorrow. Don't ask me why.

Maybe it's the tests.

& Being 16 means that o levels is nearer.

& it also means that i have to grow up and stop dreaming and stop staying in my lalaland.

& it also means....... alot of things.

All i know now is that, i'm in love. Help. My twitter is all about him, my mind is all about him. He's so cuteeeee!!! I think, i'm mad.

Alexander Lee Eusebio. 

Hehe, help.

LOL, okay enough of Xander!!!!!!

Class celebrated Fanghui, Janice & my birthday today. Not really celebrated, just cake. ;) & My family celebrated my birthday today too. 2 chocolate cakes in a day, i'm gonna be f.a.t.

Sigh, o levels is nearing. I don't like it. :( I don't feel prepared at all. As in, i'm not even prepared to study. Argh, help me. Everyday i go home, i'll just think about sleeping.

"Should i sleep now? Or do work? or revise?"

Well, i end up thinking

"If i sleep now, i can't sleep later & i'll be sleepy tomorrow. So i'll go rest for awhile & start on my work."

Yeah, i do start on my work. Just that i stone at the book more half the time. Dangggg.

Vocab test tomorrow, gonna ruin my morning. T_T

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE AHPEK! :)

Hope you like the present :)

Still looking for my birthday feel.

Isaac sucks. He promised me a birthday gift & forgot all about it. T_T No fish & co for you!

P/s. Can't wait for PE tomorrow!! Skating!!

There's more meaning in turning Sixteen thanks to her.

Okay, just gonna update on yesterday before i go and start studying for my Physics tests tomorrow. I've been a really good girl recently, just that i still think i'm not touching my textbooks enough. Argh.

I went out with parents first, then met Josette cause she had some video stuff to do. Waited quite long till she came. She passed me my birthday present, & omg it's fabulous! It's a board with all my loves pin-ed on it. The funny thing is there's a Suju pic there & she doesn't allow me to take it down. LOL. Stilll, it's damn niceee! I'll take a picture of it & post it up another time. :) Still haven't opened Lynn's present & her present. Weelll, i'll open in on my birthday. It's a birthday gift anyway. ;D

Walked around, bought Fanghui & Janice's birthday present. It's so cool right? Like, Fanghui's birthday is today, Janice birthday is tomorrow, and my birthday is on Wednesday! + We're all from the same class. ;D Andandand!!!!! The best part is, XANDER'S BIRTHDAY IS RIGHT AFTER MINE. HEHEHEH. Okay sorry, off-track already.

Josette treat me to mache!!! Like all the presents weren't enough! I feel so bad :( Nevermind, i'll treat her to nicer stuffs on her birthday :x Pictures~

PIZZA!

Our drinks. The strawberry lemonade is sour ttm.

The guest card~

Our spaghetti.

Chocolate fondue & tiramisu icecream! Best of all (Y)

The food is amazing, i felt like an idiot, fantasizing over how they made the pizza. HAHAHA. It's really cooked in a real fire. o.o Cool ;D & The desert is the best. There were so many other food we wanted to try but were so full already.

Went to walk around after dinner again, then went home. :) Had a fun time with her, though it was only for a few hours. Haha, going out with Lindy & the rest next next Sunday. Can't wait, i love to go out with my cousins, it's just so fun! :D

Friends come & go, but cousins stay forever. :) I know them all my life & wow, it's already been close to 16 years. I miss Sharlyn. :(

I know i haven't been updating as often as usual. I'm always either too tired or too lazy or too busy. Lol.

Anywaayyyyy! My birthday is in 2 days time! ;D;D

HIS BIRTHDAY IS JUST 3 DAYS AWAYYYYYYYYY :D:D So extremely cool that his birthday is just 1 day after mine. Omgggg. Why wasn't i born a few hours later? Hahahah! I'm mad.

Okayokay, before i start rambling off here about u-kiss, i should stop. LOL. Can't tweet today, i promised Josh i wouldn't twit! So tempting, cause i tweet like everyday. & spam it somemore. Tsk.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANGHUI, MY LAUGH! :D

93 more days.

Omg, time flies. Just 93 more days to O levels. Seriously, the last time i looked at the countdown paper outside the school canteen, i saw 104 days. Wthell, 9 days past just like that. It's too fast. :(

It's quite ironic actually. Cause i know all of us cannot wait for o levels to end. On the other hand, we don't even want o levels to come because we want more time to study?

It's like, if i don't study for a day when i come back home from school, i feel so wrong. It just feels so wrong to relax on a weekend. Damn, as long as i don't touch textbooks or tys, i feel so guilty. WTF! Since when i care about studies so much?? Plus i was just trying to convince myself that i love trigo. Omg T_T

Anyway, didn't update these few days because i didn't have the time to. Like i said, it was just tests after tests. I had the time to update yesterday, but i was busy watching u-kiss shows. :x I'm practically crazy over them now.

Especially Xander hahaha~

Yeah i know that i really didn't like kpop but josette was forcing me to watch ukiss vampire so i went to watch & omg i fell in love. T_T I'm under the kpop spell too. Hahaha, josette's betting that i would fall in love with shinee & suju too. Ohwells.

School was fine today. I thought it was a Saturday at first! D:

Chiong-ed amaths homework during chinese today. Mrs Ong scolded Kieyan for throwing eraser dust at me cause i threw some at him. HAHAHA wtf i felt so childish :x Cmon, it was my way of keeping myself awake. (its just excuses~) :D Had mini test during Literature.

After school, went to help Suzhen with her prepaid card. The service in the westmall starhub is sooo much better than the service in the starhub shop outside bb mrt station. The guy has seriously big attitude problems. If that starhub shop doesn't earn money, you know who to blame.

When i came home, i was contemplating whether or not to do my homework first, or sleep. I did homework anyway. I have discipline hahahahah~! Just kidding. Now that i'm done, i'm gonna watch my show~U-kiss chef. ;D So cuttee! Don't worry i haven't forgotten about Arashi & kat-tun :P

& wtf, feilunhai is releasing new album named Punk Rock? Don't even suit them canz. I really hope they will disband lmfao. Jiro is doing so much better as an individual! Calvin too ;D

Y'knw, my birthday is in like, 5 days time but i don't even feel anything. Have to go school early on that day also. Fml!

Gonna sleep early today & wake up late tomorrow. I want to catch up on all the sleep i'm missing!

really, TGIF.

Everyone does things differently, so don't tell me what's right or what's wrong.

School celebrated Racial Harmony today. ;D

Wore Humairah Lesbie's costume. Hahaha, i felt damn paiseh on the way to school! Still have to wait for Huivoon on the way to school at the bus stop. Shy ttm :$

The performance was nice, though it wasn't very coordinated. At least i think it's much more interesting than all the other years. Haha! & I was damn pissed during the performance cause Jonathan went to take my shoe & pass behind -_-

Anyway, i think because it's the last year everyone is wearing the costumes. So many people! LOL. I like it when everyone is so enthu about something. More funnn~

Still, school is sucky nowadays. Everyday i go home, i have to study for an upcoming test. I don't know how many tests i have this week. Today was damn shag. After recess was 2 period Chem test which i don't think i will do well, right after that was a 45 minutes maths test. Fml..... My brain is tired. I'm mentally & physically tired. :(

Don't like this. Still have Chem SPA tomorrow. Had MT O levels listening yesterday. I think it was okay lah. At least i'm quite confident i will score higher than my mid year. Zzz. I just want a b3!~

Won't be posting very often already cause I'M TIRED.

& there are more pictures of racial harmony but i'm lazy to upload :x Got these from fb. Been crazy over u-kiss recently. I'm falling damn deeply in love with Xanderrrrrr~ So cute plssss ;D xoxo.

& it's confirmed, Jin is leaving KAT-TUN. Whatisthis, i want him back :(

P/s. Do you guys feel like so tired that you don't even feel like studying even though you know you have to? i feel as though my brain is D.E.A.D.

Happy Birthday Daddy! ♥

Hello babes & hunks.

It's my father's birthday! Real blood-related father, not Jingann or Huhan or whoever else is my gan-daddy. HAHAH i really have so many gan-daddy omg. Love all of them. But i love my read dad the most. DUHHH!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDYYYYYYY! ♥

Hope you like the bag & the shirt. I CHOOSE ONEEE. Mummy didn't do anything, except pay~ :x HAHAH shh.

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Was watching UKISS vampire last night. My gosh, i'm like in lurveeee with Dongho can? So em-effing cute to the max!!!!!! Dang. I never thought i would say this. LOL. Cause like i said, i'm irritating with kpop. BUT U-KISS IS OMG CAN?!??? So nice ;D;D I'm in lurveeee. & this is all Josette's fault.  T_T

DONGHOOOOO ;D Damn cute plsss. ♥

U-KISS :D

Okay bye i'm gonna watch maybe 1 episode of U-kiss vampire then i'm going to study. :D

Sometimes in life, LOVE doesn't mean forever. SORRY doesn't mean regret. FORGIVENESS doesn't mean acceptance. PROMISE doesn't mean loyalty.

I woke up at 5am this morning. Can you believe it. Damn the rain & thunderstom & lightning. I felt as though someone was playing with my lights everytime the lightning flashed. Couldn't go back to sleep after a long time. The only reason why i'm still up is because i want to watch wocaiwocaiwocaicaicai at 11.30 cause Jiro is in it. :D HAHAHA.

Went for lunch at Ashton's today. The service was ultra kns today, super slow -.- Ate finish and went for tuition at Stacie's house. Tuition teacher reached like half an hour earlier today, made me feel so paiseh T_T

I was so sleepy so i started mumbling crap during tuition. LOL. Teacher was like, "Did you take anything sugary?" Hahahhaha!

After tuition, i went to library all alone! To do some revision. OMG, I'M SO GUAI HAHA. But it was for only an hour -_- Father picked me up & we went for dinner at Jumbo at Dempsey hills.

Kuazhang to the maximum, i know Singapore is hosting the YOG but you don't have to act so enthusiastic about it that even the napkins have to be in YOG cover! Omg, it's a seafood restaurant lah!

There were others but i didn't take pictures already. & wtf i was like, fighting with a dead crab. I was eating the pincer and struggling to crack it open. Then i hurt my hand & there was blood wtf fml i got owned by a dead crab.

After dinner, i was super full already! My brothers still wanted to eat Ben & Jerry ice-cream. They're crazyyyy! Idk how they can stuff so much food in. After that, we were deciding where to go. Then my father suggested Goodwood Park. Think he had a craving for some durian cake. We couldn't argue, we weren't the ones with the car + it was his birthday! So off we went to good wood park. :D

Love the effect of the person behind LOLOL.

Ohohohoh!!

They were like, playing super duper incredible songs. & then i suggested to my mother to ask them to play happy birthday song to my father since his birthday is like, in 2 days time. My father went "Oi don't want la." But i kept on persuading my mum so she went to ask them in the end HAHAHHAHAHA.

They said okay but they will play the song only when the cake comes. So went it came, they really played lah! HAHAH! MY FATHER WAS SO PAISEH.~ Was laughing & laughing :P

But i'm kinda dead cause i'm quite sure he's gonna revenge since my birthday is coming soon too. T_T

Anyway, here's to the birthday boy in two days time~ Opps did i type boy? I meant old man~ HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA i feel so evil :x

I really cannot stop laughing at the picture on the right!!!!!! I totally didn't ask him to do that face. All i asked him to do was smile. HAHHAHAHAHAHA!

Today was damn funfunfun! :) Though i actually wanted to study & eat out. LOL.

& i heard Jin might be leaving KAT-TUN. Wtfff??????????? What is KAT-TUN without Jin!?!??! KT-TUN? WTF!!!! I really hope Jin doesn't leave. It wouldn't be KAT-TUN anymore. D: Just when i started to love Jin more & more. I think it's because he keeps going overseas and the other 5 members are doing everything together without him. Sigh. All this while i keep seeing Jin as the leader for KAT-TUN, idk why. Nonono, he cannot leave KAT-TUN. :(

I hope twitter fans can spam #jindontleave or #jinakanishi so that he sees how many people doesn't want him to leave KAT-TUN. Arghhh :'(