Everytime i think my life sucks, i think about others out there really suffering & learn to appreciate my life more.

Sorry, i can't bear to leave my blog with such an emotional post right in front. LOL~ Nah i just don't feel like studying at this moment of time. O levels is in just a months time. Gosh, time flies. It might seem long and torturous now, but i know once it's over, i'll look back & feel that these little moments just fly. Tsk. It's like, hours & hours just fly past you everyday. D:

Anywaayyyyy, i woke up super early today. Can you believe it, my brothers were shouting at the top of their voices while playing Wii at 7AM IN THE MORNING. !@#&*!@^#!@*$ Totally kissed my sleep good bye. ARGH. Went to the dentist to adjust braces. Yawnz, so irritating to have to go there every 2 weeks. C'mon, hurry up & finish. :@

Met Stacie for lunch, then tuition. Watched some show at her house, totally reminded me of L4D2. Gahz, my brother's been talking to me about L4D2 too, TEMPTED TTM!!!!!!!!!!

Then i went to thin my hair. Srsly, my head feels so damn light now. LOL~ But it looks like there is no difference. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA loving it.

Before

After

NO DIFFERENCE RIGHTTTTTTTT? Okay but it's much neater & it looks much thinner when i tie it. Hehehehe xoxo.

Hmm, F1 is held in Singapore now. I told myself not to curse anyone today cause the last time i cursed Webber & Vettel, Hamilton didn't even make it past 1 minute -_- I'M SORRY HAMILTON T_T Do your best today & tomorrow!!! :) Get back your drivers standing pleasepleaseplease. I'm waiting for 10pm now to watch the qualifying. *Prays Hamilton does well*

Ohoh, on the way to the dentist just now, I SAW SOME ONE WHO LOOKED SUPER DUPER LIKE DONGHO!!!!! Gosh, i don't know how long i stared at him HAHAHAHAH. + He had the same hair style as Dongho! @!&$!* I was totally stunned, & stared at him until we reached the platform. We were on the escalator. LOLLLLL. IF ONLY IT WAS HIM!!!

U-kiss comeback is said to be on 14 Oct. Sigh, i can't help to trend or anything because of O's. Nevermind, i have another good news. U-kiss is having a fan meeting in Sg!!! :D I think it'll be around end Dec or early Jan. NEHNEHPOK, i can't wait! :D

Me loves him lotslotslots~♥

It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend.

Good morning world.

Tomorrow's the last day for Prelims & today's just 33 days away from O levels. Physics paper was okay, though i don't think i'm going to do well because i was simply half awake awhile doing the paper. I'm serious, i couldn't get myself to stay awake cause i was sneezing through the entire previous night. This sucks. I hope my marks wouldn't come out too badly.

Anyway. I really envy those people who've already thought about what they're going to do in future. At least, you are not as lost as me. I feel as if i don't even know myself! It sucks to not know what you're going to be in future, or what are your interest. Cause then i don't know what i'm studying for at all. Yeah people just tell me just study & do well then talk. but knowing where you want to go in future motivates you more you know?

If i knew where i want to go, i'd be working so hard to get to my course or something. But now, i'm just studying, and for what? To get a good O level grade. For what? No idea. Tsk. 33 more days. As much as i really dread it, just hurry come & go so i can enjoy life. So that i can use the computer without feeling guilty, so that i can go shopping, so that i can go out with my friends & play all i want.

I hate to be stuck at home, facing the books & the only relaxation i get? TV or Twitter. After i use these, i'll feel so guilty & hit the books again. Then, i'll get so tired & the next day just repeats.

Conclusion?

My life is sooooo meaningless now.

Enough of my rants.

Sorry for the previous post, i just realised all the pictures couldn't be seen. Don't ask me why cause i have no idea. Too bad then, those pictures were really hilarious. ^^

I got myself a Japanese name! Well, not exactly. I just love that name so it'll be my nickname for awhile now. :) It's Mariko. The meaning of it is real. :) I don't like fake people, i just like everyone to be real. Not those two-faced people, or people who gossip behind other people's back. Yeahyeah, i know i might not be real sometimes but fuck it, i'm trying my best to be a good girl who doesn't sin. (Impossible, everyone sins. I said i'm TRYING.)

Hmm. I've nothing else to say. Follow me here, here & support me here.

& if any KMs happen to stumble upon my blog, enjoy these for the time being till i update again. I think that would be a long time though.

Sorry i know it's alittle messy up there. Lol. I made these by myself, & Josette taught me a few steps haha~ Credit me if you're gonna use them.

Goodbyee, till the next time.